my sad story

hey I'll tell you my really sad story about how my parents abused me:

so I had a lovely big sister. she was 3 years older than me. very beautiful. she allways took care of me when I was nothing more than a small stupid child. I loved her very much. LIKE REALLY MUCH. all my childhood we been together. but later it started to change. as I grow bigger and bigger I started to take care of my beloved sister, helping her with various things. as I was told by father that I am a man and man must take care of his sister as a man. so I allways helped my sister with everything and treated her nicely. but sudenly she started to change! her chest.. started to grow bigger. and her ass.. her body transformed. and time to time after seeing her I started to feel something weird in my pants. something hard.. I couldn't understand it back then... 

when we were small we used to sleep together because I often got nightmares. so she allowed me to sleep in her bed with her. but after she turned 14 she didn't allowed me to sleep with her anymore. but one night when I was 12 and she was 15 I got a terrible nightmare and came to her room and asked if I can sleep with her. I was scared and I almost cryed. so she agreed. and we slept together. and that night.. I started to grab her while she slept. I really was currious about her female body. I touched her intimate places. and then sudenly she woke up with my fingers in her vagina.. she said "what are you doing!?" and looked at me with weird look in her face.. then I kissed her in the lips. I started to kiss her. a lot. we kissed and then we started to grab each other and this was our first time when we had sex. first, but not the last. we started to sleep (sex) together every night. we enjoyed each other... we loved each other. that was most amazing nights in my life...

But then a great disaster happened. our PARENTS FIND OUT our secret. they cough us together... they screamed and shouted at us.. later they talked with us.. we've been forced to go to psychologists after that. they said it isn't normal for us to love each other that way. but I still loved my sister more than anything in the world... 
I told to my parents that they cannot change it, I refused to stop loving my sister. so they separated us... they sent my sister to live with our uncle and his wife in another town which was in another side of my country. like 300km away.. they said she will study in better school there and it's for her own good. but the truth was that they just brutally separated us like that. I havent seen my sister for years. it was so hard. I was thinking about her everyday. life became so empty and meaningless. I was so lonely.. after almost a year separated she came back home for christmas. I though we will be together again at least for that short christmas week.. but she said that our relationships was a mistake and that we shouldn't have done that... and then she left again.. I didn't wanted to live anymore. I kept wondering why do our parents acting so cruel with us. life was so dark.. I kept thinking about commiting suicide.

that was like 7 years of hell. but now I m independant grown up man and parents cannot abuse me like that anymore. I m meeting with my sister a lot and our relationships are just fine. my parents bitching about it and allways warning us not to do incestical stuff. but its not their business anymore.

so thats my story. I tried to make it short so many details left aside, but I guess you got the main point.