2013 m. kovo 6 d., trečiadienis

japan is going against the law of mother nature and God

one japaneese guy that i know once said me that his wife became pregment. so i told him he should do her abortion, but then he told me that he wont because he wants to have children. i asked him why but he couldn't tell. so i asked what will he fuck untill his woman bacomes unpregment and then he said he will fuck her anyway even while she's pregment.....

then i thought OH MY GOD!!!

i said him: "wait wait wait... WHO IN HIS RIGHT MIND WOULD FUCK A PREGMENT WOMAN??? for gods sake, such man (Im not even sure if one exists) must have no self respect at all... I mean its one of the ugliest things in our planet, I can't even think about such a perverted insanity. gross. its even more ugly than sex with cow or with horse, its against nature. for gods sake, I can tolerate gays, lesbians or incest, necrophilia, pedophilia, hematophilia or even macrohophilia but pregment female is just something my minds cannot even... think about... god. my god... 
I mean I know japanese are most perverted nation on this planet, I know their sick hentai games and cartoons, but for gods sake a PREGMENT WOMAN is just... its surpas any insanity that humans brains created untill this day. I mean its the same thing as to have sex with fetus. how can you look to your future sons/daughters eyes after this? I dont know I think the only solution now is abortion. abortion is the only solution!!!
seriously, I'd rather fuck my dog than a PREGMENT WOMAN. god it so faking fat that in any way it doesn't even look like a woman. fat, ugly, pregment, fat piece of flesh that doesn't remind any creature of mother nature. to have sex with it is almost the same as to have sex with piece of meat that you are about to eat. this is the biggest error ever done on this planet. god help us! thats why japanese got cunami and earthquakes and nuclear bombs...."

2013 m. kovo 1 d., penktadienis

my first love

I will write you my story. I just wanted somewhere to confide.

when I was young and stupid, then I was only 17 years at the time had a secret affair with a 19 year old girl. and the girl was none other than my elder sister. Parents been rarely at home, we had a (too) much free time and once we "played"... and the liked that. and started to fuck...I mean having sex. We knew that we shouldn't do such things, but I keep convincing her that everything will be ok, no one will ever know, and so on. because I really loved my sister (well, my sister was all boys dream at school ;)) and I didn't care that she is my sister, she always attracted me for some reason. Well, clearly, we hid it from all, especially from parents, but almost every night I went to her room and fuck... I mean had sex with her. This lasted couple of years, and then it somehow ended. she said that we doing wrong thing, and said that we can not do such things because its immoral and so on. that time I have failed to convience her that everything is ok. and she didn't fucked with me, even though I loved her. and then I found out by accident that she had a boyfriend. somebody else. it was a very difficult period of my life, I was very angry on her, we did not talked with each other. but I suffered because I really loved her, I've been very depressed. I even started to thinking about suicide. again a few years later she married to her boyfriend. then I even wasn't in their wedding, it was very difficult for me.. at that time I was working in Norway. I rented a small apartment, and then life brought me together with the other girl of my age. we had romance, but I didn't really loved her, just had sex with her. it was nice, but my heart belonged to my sister. then I started to live with that girl in my small apartment. then she came up and suggested that I'd merry her. and I agreed, I ran behind the flow that time, but I didn't loved her at all, I was only hoping to cause envy for my sister and make her feel like she forced to feel me back then. yet during our wedding my sister just congratulated me, seemed happy for me, in other words it does not seem like she still felt for me anything from that time. later we had talked about it and she said that our love was a mistake and it's over. she said that we have to live our lives and forget all that incest (she called our love incest...so sad...). well and then I lived with the hated woman in marriage and I were constantly thinking about my sister and suffered. but later my sis had her 26 birthday, that we celebrated at parents home and her husband was not there because he had been working in Ireland. we all celebrated, drank, and when all of her friends went home, and our parents went to sleep, we stayed alone in her room. only two of us - me and my sister.  and we turned aside to talk about it (about our love story). I asked whether she loved me at all, and she said yes. she loved me. and then I asked whether she still have those feelings for me and she said she still loves me, but only as a brother. I also confessed that I still love her. well then she started those stories to follow that is not possible, we were young and stupid back then, and now we both are married and so on, and she said that this insest story should be finally forgotten. Well, but that night, probably because of the alcohol concentration inside our brains we fell to sleep together. in her bed. like back then in good old days. but me would not be me if I wouldn't use circumstances we were in. I was moved by it (I knew how to make her horny) and thanks to alcohol, she had nothing against me ;) so I enjoyed her for all those lost years! it was unspeakably orgy, where body soup flew to right and left, on the walls and on the ceiling!

next morning my sister was not happy about that. unfortunately.. she really was angry on me. hit me to the face and said that I was fool, idiot, pervert and how could I do this to her. and since then she doesn't talk to me at all. I sent many SMS saying that I'm very sorry about that, but she never responded. she do not respond to my calls either. did I lost for ever? I have no idea what to do next. I love my sister, I want to marry her and be with her and having sex with her, but she dont like this idea.. how come? why?

T.T that's my unhappy depressing love story....